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To the Living and the Lost

by The Camaraderie

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1.
Miles Apart 03:43
When I am lonely I dream of aeroplanes Feel the freedom of clouds from the windowpanes And the hum of the plane as it lulls me to sleep Whispers softly of where I’ll soon be So come on darling Call me home with the beat of your heart Oh come on baby I’m just waiting for you to start I love you more with every yard And we’re miles apart When I am busy I dream of taxi cabs But the feel of the city always made me sad The drone of the town, never quite rang true Makes me wish for somewhere with you Chorus When I am tired, I dream of morning trains The whistle is loud, but I can’t complain Cause the train heaves a sigh, being bound to its tracks And it reminds me, that I’m going back Chorus
2.
Only Fair 04:50
It was the least I could say And still give you away But the words fell like leaves In the cemetery I almost saw you there Like a shade in the air And my mind filled it in Like a Polaroid print And the print became real As I stood by your grave And I swear that you whispered The words that could save Me so I give away your ghost soft and thick opened to the air I give away your ghost And free us both It’s only fair I stood by your tree Waiting for you to speak But your whisper was faded Like a dream dissipated The wind burned my face As I left from that place It stirred up the leaves In the cemetery And they twirled like you did When you danced in your dress Bid a final goodbye And laid you to rest So I give away your ghost Soft and thick open to the air I give away your ghost and free us both it's only fair
3.
The broken eyes of home Stared back at me all alone Shattered glass crunching under my feet Served to remind me of where we would meet In buildings worn out with the past You told me that we couldn’t last Then the war that took you from my side Turned to me and I could not hide We marched heads down to a beat Our feet were too weary to keep And I looked with hope through the air But not even your ghost was there Though the soldiers had said we’d won I couldn’t put down my gun Nothing felt like victory Without you standing next to me Without you standing next to me I looked with hope through the air Not even your ghost was there
4.
The Ladder 05:00
I fear that my future won’t hold what I hope I hate that I fear what I haven’t yet spoke I’m climbing a ladder made only of rope I can’t stand the height but I’m starting to cope I’m trying to hold back the tide of your eyes Like kinds and creation I’m doomed but I try I’ll show you a scene of your heart when it flies And hope that the mem’ry will bring you to life And there’s nothing below me The only way down is to fall so I climb I don’t know where I’m going But I know that theres something I still have to find I’m trying to keep from coming undone Apologize when I’ve done nothing wrong But I know that this feeling won’t last for too long The heat of your breath is the beat of this song What will you do when my breath has gone cold The rope starts to fray and the ladder won’t hold When the stakes are too high, to stay or to fold? Have faith that I’ll find you above or below Maybe it's you I will find you I will find you my love
5.
The waves are crashing hard against the soft sand An age old battle of advancing retreating The gulls are circling round the docks with their hands All cupped together for the scraps we’re leaving The sails are climbing high against the blue sky Forever reaching for the things they can’t own I hope someday they show we’ve misjudged their drive By lifting off the waves to heights unknown The night falls and the stars start to rise They peer out like they’re the ocean’s eyes But I know you can see them too Curled up next to someone new The dawn breaks, the steady sun starts to rise I peer out with tired sleepless eyes But I’m sure you’ve got the better view Curled up next to someone new

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This is the debut release of a project titled The Camaraderie. My name is Ben Azevedo, and I am The Camaraderie. This album is not the result of a band or a solo musician, simply the combination of many musicians' time and talents. My thanks go out to the friends and family that made it possible, as well as the musicians that participated. I hope this is the first of many more projects like it.

Some of the artists who participated on this project have bands or projects of their own. I highly encourage you to look into them.

Aaron Dethrage: Aaron is working on a huge musical project right now. Look for the end product around June. Updates on his blog.
aarondethrage.tumblr.com

Jeremy McCormick: Jeremy is one of the best drummers I've ever worked with. He's got his own site.
www.spotmccormick.net/home/Home.html

Special thanks to Aaron for putting up with me through learning how to mix and master.

~Ben

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released March 7, 2011

Miles Apart, Not Even Your Ghost, and Only Fair written by Ben Azevedo

The Ladder written by Ben Azevedo and Sarah Van Name

Tickets for Two written by Ben Azevedo and Aaron Dethrage

Mixed & Mastered at The Lookout by Ben Azevedo
Produced & Engineered by Ben Azevedo
Recorded at The Rabbit Hole in Nashville, TN

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The Camaraderie is the musical project of Ben Azevedo, a multi-instrumentalist and singer-songwriter from Durham, North Carolina. Ben writes and plays songs about friendship, love, and messy emotions. He promises his parents he's actually really happy.

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